bokutacha sokora no mushi yori teinou
kimitacha dou da ka shiranai ga
seieki-mamire no serifu o tarashi
anata to no warutsu mezashimasukeiketsu betotsuku utage de mieta
e ni sura naranee rabu geemu
hakike ga suru hodo amai gijie ga
sukaato no naka o haizuttawaraenu jooku ni muri-yari egao
kegareta gurasu ni utsuku boku
fui ni osoikuru jiko e no ken’o
boku mo are to onaji kahito to hito no butsukariai desu
oni no me nusunde
akai mitsu wa donna aji ga shita?
kotaete o-kuresukuwarenai yoru mune ga itamu riyuu wa
kakushin motenai aa, watashi mo sei?
soretomo ai?giragira hikaru doukou ga musuu ni
shukufuku no utage o ageru chimi-mouryou
naizou made kuitsukusareru mae ni
watashi no kono te de sukuidashitai yofutatsu to nai tamashii no okusoko de
kimi no na o sakebu ” ”
tonari de mata juusei kikoeta
taiji-goroshi nomukuwarenai yoru mune ga kurushiku narite
jibun no kokoro sae wakaranai hibisukuwarenai yoru moesakaru kokoro no naka
jigoku yori ai o todoke ni yuku yowatashi mo sei? soretomo ai?
mou wakaranaiTranslated and transliterated by animeyay
We are even more mindless than those bugs,
although I don’t know much about your intelligence.
While dribbling with lines of words smeared with semen,
I aim to dance a waltz with you.At a banquet covered in sticky menstrual blood,
I saw a love game indescribable in pictures.
Lures, sweet to the point of making me want to puke,
were creeping inside people’ skirts.Forcing a smile to others’ boring jokes,
I look at my reflection on a dirty glass cup.
Suddenly a sense of self-aversion is growing within me:
am I the same as my dirtied reflection?This is how people clash with one another.
As I snatch a pair of demon eyes,
why don’t you tell me how that red honey tasted?
Please answer me.I won’t be rescued from this night. My bosom hurts
because I can’t find any confidence. Ah, am I also all about sex?
Or love?This banquet of blessing is hosted by demons and monsters
whose pupils are glaring with undying light.
Before they eat you up all the way to your innards,
I wish to rescue you with my hands.From the very bottom of my one and only soul,
I cry out your name: ” “.
Beside me, I heard another gunshot,
which killed a fetus.No one is grateful to me for what I’m doing in this night. My bosom hurts,
and I don’t even understand my own heart anymore these days.I won’t be rescued from this night. Into your furiously burning heart,
I shall bring some love from hell.Am I also all about sex? Or love?
I’m not so sure anymore.Translated and transliterated by animeyay